Rest in Peace, Doggy. by aunty loh

Long time i did not blog here and i never expect the next entry is another event that make my heart soo painful  :(  Yesterday evening right after i returned home from unclechan house, i have been informed that a female doggy was laying inside the drain just opposite my house and my family was trying to rescue her out from the drain.

When i rushed out, i saw a very skinny cute little doggy glanced at me from the bottom of drain with her big round eye. Immediately, i put myself in her situation and felt that she is sooo pity..she must be starved for many days edi..she must be very thirsty..she must be very scare… 

What to do? What should i do? We gave her some food and water, but she just refused to eat. We all trying hard to get her out from the drain but it seems to be so difficult.  The doggy move speedily using her front leg when we climbed down to the drain. She wanted to bite us whenever we tried to touch her. We all were so disappointed on her reluctant to let us help her. She must be in fear very much.

The doggy legs were broken and she run when we get near to her.

So later my sister phoned Bomba for rescue. Within few minutes, Bombaman had successfully to take her out from drain. We all were so glad and the dog was rest in an empty house next by my home. But right after i finished my shower, i was shocked to see the scene that the doggy crawled accross the road and directly moved toward the drain and fall herself into the drain once again!!!

Wwwwhhhhhyyyyyyyy???? We have spent so much time and effort to rescue her but she wanted to give up on herself???? She must be very painful to fall into the drain for the second time and My heart was pain too.     I couldn’t understand why? alot of question appreared in my mind: Maybe she just want to die in starve? she feel the drain is comfortable? but how if it is raining day? how is she going to survive? going to die in starve need soo many days plus she was bad injured, is it she has to bear so much of pain for soo many days???

We decided to let the doggy inside the drain since she prefer to die in this way. The only thing we can do is praying to the God…to take this poor doggy faster..so that can reduce her pain..Hopefully the next day she would die peacefully.

The next day, the doggy is still alive and she is shivering like bearing an extreme pain and starved. One of my sister friend’s friend who is a vet, Dr Jean, has promised to come over to have a looked on the condition of poor little dog.

Dr Jean felt so pity to the doggy as we did as well. She is sooo kind enough and act very professional to take out the doggy from the drain in few minutes.

The dog struggled using her remaining energy. This is the part that made my tears started to roll down like pipe water   The doggy must be in fear very much…she must be very scare…this can see through when she is peeing and shiting when struggling.    sorry doggy….hoping u will understand that we were here to help u…  T___T

After Dr Jean checked her condition, noticed that she was actually had a serious injured at her lower part backbone, maybe she is being crashed by car or being beaten, and this caused her cannot walk anymore. She is impossible to recover anymore.  So, she has decided to give euthanasia to the poor little dog.

My brother was patting the doggy gently to calm her down while the doctor was preparing some poison injection. Doggy finally did not struggle anymore    My tears just couldn’t stop rolling down     We talked softly to the doggy “Guai Guai…you will be released from pain later….Good dog…ok?”  Followed by my sister scolding to ask me go away..cause my tears affect their mood  

Dr Jean then came back with poison and i heard she talked to the doggy like talking to a baby “Sayang….sayang…you will not get pain…very fast only….sayang…” followed by injection to the doggy.

With few second, we put the doggy in a more comfortable position, and looked at the doggy to breath slower and slower and until no breathing anymore. Dr.Jean checked her impulse and confirmed she has finally dead. It was 12pm at the moment

Doggy did not closed her eye no matter how hard my brother and Dr. Jean were trying to close her eye.     We all remained at the spot and Dr. Jean explained her condition to us. I was soooo sad to hear that the dog was only one or two years old.     Soooo pooor little dog T_T She said she would not give euthanasia to the doggy if only her legs are broken, but in this case, her backbone has broken, euthanasia is the best way to let her go.

Later, we paid Dr.Jean RM50 for the poison and my brother was digging a hole under the tree in front my house to settle the doggy dead body.

My brother carried the doggy and buried him into the ground.

We put her into a peaceful position.

My brother talked to the doggy hoping she rest in peace. 入土为安. O Mi Tou Fok.

Then, we covered back the doggy.

Good bye, Doggy.

Hoping the doggy understand what we did is actually helping her. 

Doggy, may you rest in peace.   

We loved you.

Not only because you are a dog,

But, A LIFE!